More Rubber Doll Ramblings

Hi again Everyone!

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Things have been pretty quite for me lately. I haven’t had a chance to be hypnotized in over a week *sad*. I have been listening to some MP3’s lately, but as I mentioned in some earlier posts, they don’t work very well for me. I never go very deep into trance with them. Here’s my playlist at the moment….

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1 – Blank Doll (EMG) – Hopefully when triggered, i will enter a mostly blank state, where I am able to see and hear but cannot think for myself, as such I obey every command from the person that triggered me

2 – Jekket Induction & Deepener – Meant to bring me into trance and then deepen the trance.

3 – Jekket Be Obedient – Links relaxation to obedience, obedience to pleasure, pleasure to relaxation, relaxation to obedience, obedience to pleasure…you get the idea. Using logic loops this file should make me more submissive, more easily tranced, and more attracted to being hypnotized. (although i don’t know if that last one is possible, I am already insanely attracted to being hypnotized *giggles*)

4 – Jekket Be Fit – I want to serve, to be controlled and owned. For this, I must be Fit for Service. This file tries to use my natural submission to lay the groundwork for a habit, a changed lifestyle that includes activity, nutrition and hygiene.

5 – Curse Shaving – This one should cause all my hair to fall out and not grow back. Shaving should act like a trigger and speed up the process

6 – Jekket Awakener – It wakes me up *giggles*

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So that’s what i’ve been practicing lately, every morning before getting up and every night before bed. But I still miss being hypnotized for real. *happy sigh*

I thought it might be nice to finish off today’s post with a little hypno dream of mine…

I want Rubber doll tami to take over more and more of my sub-conscious but I don’t want to realize it until it is far too late. By the time I realize she will have started taking over my conscious life as well.

There will be nothing i can do to stop her, and whenever I try I only succeed in making her stronger. Eventually I will reach a point where we have to share this body of mine, and come to an agreement on who gets to control it at what time *blush*.

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*giggles* There you go another episode of rubber doll ramblings.

*rubber hugs & tape gagged kisses*

tami

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