Rubberdoll Ramblings

Hi Everybody *smiles*

It’s been an interesting week, a lot has been happening, and because i love lists so much *giggles* I’ll make a list of the good, the bad and the interesting for your perusal.

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First let’s start with the – Good –

• I made my very first hypnosis script, to help reinforce my existing triggers, it kinda worked, not as well as a real hypnotists script but hopefully it is doing what it’s meant to and making sure those triggers stay put. *smiles*
• As an unexpected bonus, I think this hypnotism stuff is helping me keep my asthma in check as well. It’s usually very hard to relax and calm my breathing if my asthma is bothering me, but lately I’ve been able to calm myself much easier and almost reach a trance like state. *big smile*
• I’ve made a lot of really nice friends since i started this hypnosis journey, and while there’s been one or two bad apples, almost all of the people I have met in the hypnosis community have been very friendly and helpful.

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Okay now the – Bad –

• I may have lost a Hypno Mistress (a really amazing one too), she was the first hypnotist to help me actually trance and to this day the only one who can bring me deep deeep deeeply under. I am still hoping that we can work things out and even if we don’t trance together anymore, still be friends.
• I’ve been getting headaches when I trance for too long online, i think it is the extreme focus on the text in my chat window. Going to try increasing the font size next time around and see if that helps.

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And of course can’t forget the – Interesting –

• I’m currently looking for some new rubber clothes, I’m looking for some new latex panties and a good rubber doll mask or just a plain rubber mask. If anyone has any recommendations that would be great!
• I read that hypnosis and yoga can be combined to really get that super relaxing peaceful zen thing going, I’m gonna give it a try starting in May. I’ll keep everyone posted.
• I think I may have been hypnotized to be a little more feminine and girly than I usually am, I hadn’t even thought about it until I shaved my legs for the first time in a long time. This is another issue I’ll keep everyone posted about. *giggles*

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Well That’s about it for my rubberdoll ramblings. Hope everyone enjoyed them!

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*rubber hugs & ball gagged kisses*

rubberdoll tami

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hypno update #3 – News

Hi Everybody *smiles*

I was lucky enough to be hypnotized by Mistress Keiki last night and it was a very deep trance. We worked on creating more of a robot personality for me and by the time we finished up for the night i was a little sore from keeping all of my body so stiff like a robot. *smiles*

As always, it felt great to go under and a lot of what we did i can’t quite remember, almost like it’s on the tip of my tounge but i just cant reach it. For me, it’s a really great feeling, that total uncertainty of what was done of what i now must do. It’s like a type of submission and it feel great. I am still very certain that i can’t be made to do anything i really don’t want to and i also trust Mistress Keiki.

All in all a pretty great evening! I’ll update my triggers and my goals a bit later, but RL calls and i have to get ready for work.

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*rubber hugs & ball gagged kisses*

rubberdoll tami

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P.S. i have started submitting my blog to various search engines just so i can click that submit button *giggles*

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hypno update #2a – 22/4/2010 – News

Hi Everybody *smiles*

I listened to a new MP3 last night before I went to bed and it worked fairly well.

Usually MP3 files don’t work at all for me. Only chat over messenger is what has really worked in the past. But the sheer quality and professional sound of this MP3 really caught my attention and I enjoyed listening to it. I think I enjoyed it enough that I am going to add yet another trigger to my list of triggers. *laughs* Bringing the grand total up to 5.

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*rubber hugs & ball gagged kisses*

tami

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